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    Letter(s) from Veronica Andreisheva to Dustin Crabb (USA)
    Letter 1
    Hi my dear stranger Dustin's!

    I have more recently learned to work on the Internet and have casually gone on a site where has found your profile. I very modest girl, but I nevertheless have dared to write to you as I think that communication with the person from other country is very unusual! I never communicated with people from other countries and I simply dream to find in your person of the friend with whom it is simply interesting to communicate and share news! You the first to whom I write and I hope, that our correspondence will have the good beginning! Now I sit in Internet - cafe and I write to you this letter! I think, that time has come to get acquainted! My name is Veronika. I from Russia, live in the city Kozmodemiansk. I'm 26 years old. My growth 175 Centimeters. My Birthday is July,8. On a horoscope Cancer. Nationalities I am Russian. My religion: the Christian. On character I the sanguine person: very cheerful, kind, vigorous and in a measure modest. I easily find common language with strangers and simply I like to communicate on interesting themes! My job: the teacher of biology. I work at school and I'm teaching children of biology about plants and animals. I very much love animals. When I was a child, I studied at musical school during 4 years where I learned playing on a piano. I was the winner of many festivals and competitions on music. All spoke about me as about talented the pupil. But I am engaged in playing on a piano just a little now, but frequently I sing in karaoke and always I get the highest results! When I have free time i like walk in the parks which are a lot of in my town. I am absorbed in books as well. Pushkin, Esenin are the great poets deserving to be read by everyone. I take pleasure in reading poems about which I can tell a bit more. In my 16-17 I delighted visiting my granny and grandpa in the small city of Zelenograd in 50 km from Moscow in Russia. They reside in a small house but have a big orchard. This is an astonishing place like paradise especially it is beautiful in spring and summer when there flower apple-trees, cherry-trees and apricots. I rollick in waking up early in the morning and listening to birds singing and looking at trees aflower. It is a beautiful nature like nothing else on earth. It is gorgeous and marvelous in coloring. A trifle later our orchard treated us with fruits tasting deliciously. I still remember this flavor. Closing my eyes I see the picture of my orchard. My grandpa comes to my mind catching fish on the lake and we waited for him with impatience. Granny cooked a very tasteful fish soup. What is more? My granny had small goats. She milked them and gave me fresh milk. In evenings I with my friends, get together to read poems. Oh! I am just lost in warm memories of my childhood. I think one can write about them endlessly. It is much pleasant for me to correspond with you about my memories. All this takes me deeply. I enjoy swimming and from time to time I attend swimming-pool. I like going on foot. Active life is generally my cup of tea. I can write about it long and long. If you take some interest in this point of my life, I will talk to you about it in my next letters. I hope, that my letter was pleasant to you! I too wait from you for interesting letters! I hope, we shall soon make friendship and we become the best friends!

    With hope your Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru


    Letter 2
    Hello dear Dustin's!!!

    I am very happy to receive the letter back from you!
    It has filled my day with new paints and I was very happy to the good beginning of our acquaintance! I really did not expect such. I believed, that I shall necessarily make something not correctly because I very badly understand about computers:) I only try to study it now. I hope once I shall learn it. Computers open the huge not clear world for me! I am very glad, that in this world I can find such interesting people as you!!!
    I I want to speak you a little more on myself. I was born in happy family and I am the unique child at my parents. My parents always worked also I much spent a lot of time playing with my girlfriends. Since the childhood I have the good friend, her name is Anu. We very much close friends and we very well understand each other. Now I live separately from my mum because we adult people and to us it is better when we live separately. Nevertheless we till this time support close relations and frequently we visit each other. I very much love my mum.
    Now I very much want to ask you some questions. It very much will help me to learn you better and I probably can draw your portrait in my consciousness! In my following letter I shall answer you the same questions. I hope it it will be interesting to you too. So, my questions:
    1. What is your favorite flower?
    2. What is your religion?
    3. What is your favorite food?
    4. Do you like music? What kind?
    5. Do you like to dance?
    6. Do you like the sun?
    7. Do you ski?
    8. Have you ever fly in a hot air balloon?
    9. Do you smoke?
    10. What do you like in a partner?
    11. What is your favorite season??
    12. Did you travel? If yes, where? If no, where would you like to go?
    13. Do you like animals? Which ones.
    I hope, that these questions have not tired you.
    Well, now I finish the letter and with impatience I wait for the answer!

    Your new friend Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 3

    Hello my Dustin!!!
    I hope you do not become angry if I already speak you "my":) I think you my friend and is very glad, that we are familiar. I am really happy to meet such special person as you in so fragile place as the Internet. I hope that we feeling are more strong it. I think myself the person which really knows that he wants from a life. I very persistent person and I try to squeeze out everything from my life, that is possible!:) I really know what relations I wait from the partner now. It should relations which be as much as possible approached to idyll. This such condition relations when it is necessary to hide or to trust each other. Probably it only dream and it is impossible, but it should be the purpose for relations. The formality of wedding only approaches relations to this. I think, that I would like to leave in marriage. What do you think of it? What should be relations between the man and the woman? On it I finish this letter. I hope to speak with you soon! Yours Veronika.
    LeeLoo2@mail.ru
    Letter 4
    My darling Dustin

    Nice to hear from you. Recently I have felt I am getting old and life goes away. I haven’t got an idea on my mind how to spend it for. Am I foolish? Suddenly my heart wishes to have the next period of my life in a way every second would be filled out, in a way it would be fascinating to wait what the future brings, in a way me and other people would be getting on well. The saddest thing is that the time goes past and life passing by me, hits someone another with golden colors of emotional experiences. I don’t want colorlessness any longer. I desire holidays. God, how much I envy the people who are able to get to cheer in this planned life movement. I mean studies, work, career, getting real estate and the same stuff. They have one serious advantage over others. They probably never think over such questions. Nevertheless they are deprived of other things. In my life I have a few people taking care and loving me. I can’t lose them. You means much more to me than just a guy I speak to. You have become an origin of my joy and sadness lately. You are the person who is dear to me. I can open my heart to you. Correspondence with you fills out my life making it lighter. This is the essence. With every letter of yours I understand we come closer and closer. I think it is wonderful. I am very much glad and happy to have so nice and beloved friend as you. You are good cause you may understand and appreciate me. I assume this as a very important point of life. It seems to me you put trust in me because writing you gives me much pleasure. I take delight in feeling friendship between us. Do you agree with me? Tell me your thoughts on this. Looking forward to receiving your response. Yours Veronika
    LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 5
    Hi Dustin !
    Very much happy to get a letter from you. You know I start catch my mind on that I miss your letters. Day by day I think if you'll write me a letter or not. If not, I will feel upset. I want to talk to you today about solitude, particularly one of soul and body. Solitude is a terrible thing. As for me, being a lonely person I have no desire for opening my eyes in mornings. I don't need a fake of love. I need real love. Solitude concerns not only soul when one gets nobody to confide to, when nobody takes care of your life, your health, your mood, when one has all the days gone by in the same way. Only troubles. Such a person knows nothing but his soul, his senses and his body. My body suffers from solitude as well. It is deprived of making love with a desired man. From your letters I understand I draw to conclusion you are a deeply talented person. You are gifted. You come about to be in a situation of not being understood. Such people like you and me feel the wall of estrangement stronger and more painful. Owing to your intellect you are higher than your environment. You as well as I have some difficulty to find people of our mind for communication and mutual understanding. Even people the closest to us pretty often can't have our ideas. They try to impose their life style. But you are queer. You aren't like everyone. This doesn't always get to people's mind. You are a keen personality and make me surprised every time. You are able to occupy your head with clever thoughts. You have got nice passions filling your free time. A lonely person is a very thoughtful person. Solitude is followed by consideration. This is the lonely individual who may give an objective judgement of life values. Man rules all his life. Perhaps you draw a sad sense after reading of solitude? Every person is a brilliant star if he has one he shines for. Waiting for your answer. Kiss you
    Your Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 6
    Hello dearest Dustin!
    I am very glad to write to you now! Really computers - very fragile thing and sometimes it breaks:) Sometimes it makes problems. I hope our case not such. Anyhow at us was a few time to weigh ours relation to each other and this time did not pass for nothing at me. I thought of you at this time much. Now really good time for finding-out that between us. We really do not know for a long time each other, but for this time I became very much adhered to you. I do not present my day without reflections about you now. I not always can speak you it, but I try to show you my honesty and an openness. I do not write more any to the man and I have no greater friend than you. And I also do not have a relationship with any other man.
    From what I have learned about you in past letters, I do not think you would do that but I am asking just to make sure. If you say there is no one, I will believe you and trust you because a strong relationship needs to be built on trust. I would also like to know how serious you are about our relationship. I am really looking foward to meeting you, and when we do meet, if things go very well and we feel our relationship is very deep and strong and full of love, would you be interested in marriage and raising a family together? I know that is a big question and if you need to wait until after we meet to answer that question, I understand. It is not something two people can rush into. I am sorry. I'm just not used to all these new feelings I have and I'm very excited and want to be with my future husbent. Hopefully it is you. I do not want to look anymore. I love our relationship and I love hearing from you. I wait for your answers in your next letter with eager anticipation.
    With Love - My Hand In Yours
    Veronika
    LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 7

    Greetings my dear!!! I ask to excuse me for that that I so long did not write to you. Simply when you have written to me last letter I has thought that our correspondence on it is completed. And I did not come any more into the Internet of cafe, but yesterday I long thought of us with you. And I have decided that I can not without you and I shall make all to see you. I on former dream of our meeting. And again I ask you, you may send me money that I might arrive to you. For this purpose it is required 1100 dollars. You may send me this sum and if may that when you are able to do it??? Please answer me these questions, I wait for your letter with impatience, I love you. For ever yours Veronika!!!!!!!!!!! LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 8 Greetings my dear!!! I was just released, and have gone to the Internet of cafe, and was very much surprised with such quantity of letters from you. On mine you have gone mad. I at all have not read all your letters. I have read some of them. And I am very much surprised with that that you accuse me in what that things if you do not trust me. Then our meeting what for is necessary. If you do not want that I arrived to you I can send some sum of money back to you. Why some because I already began to do the visa, and this my justification to you. I very much love you, I do not understand your excitements. You that person with which I want to be. But you accuse me of a deceit. I heard many histories about that that you spoke me, at us in Russia it is a lot of swindlers, but it does not mean that each person in Russia including me is engaged. If you knew as I is tired for this time, probably for this time which I did not write to you I avoided kilometers 100. if you think what to go in other country easily that you are mistaken. All this time I collected necessary documents for my visa. I was just released, and at once have come in the Internet of cafe that to write the letter to you. But as soon as I have seen that you write about me in your numerous letters, I have thought that really all that I did these two days, all this is vain. You have very strongly upset me. Probably it is necessary for us to speak. Soon I shall call to you. I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! YOURS VERONIKA!!! LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 9 Greetings mine Dustin!!! As always I shall write to you that I am very glad to receive your letters, but unfortunately it not that case. I think that now to me all is necessary to inform you that I have made and have done. Now I shall tell to you the truth, it is very a shame to me to write it but unfortunately it so. Believe me though likely it is difficult for you now, but all that I to you now shall tell this all that that was actually.!!! Yes I deceived you, I never gathered to arrive to you. But I did this all for the sake of one feeling. This feeling refers to as LOVE. And also I tested the love to mum. I shall explain to you in what business. Back I have learned some months that at mine scold, very dangerous illness. I have decided to find out all about it. I went and visited many hospitals, talked to many doctors. And doctors with which I talked, all of them unanimously spoke that at my mum illness which was never curable earlier. And each of these doctors calmed me and spoke that to me is necessary to be measured with it. And when I come home and I see as my mother every day all it becomes worse and worse, and I was unable to it to help. But I have promised to myself that I shall make utmost and impossible to help mum. I studied which illness my mum is sick. I have learned about it all. I went to Moscow to learn where and as it is possible to treat my mother. And once I have met one doctor who was not afraid and have told me that it may perform such operation by which it is necessary to do on a brain. It promised me that it may perform such operation. But when this doctor has informed me the sum of money for which it may do it, in my mouth all has grown dumb. I have simply fainted. This sum made 2000 dollars. Then I did not know as I can get such huge sum. But nevertheless when I have arrived home and have looked in eyes to the mum, I have sworn to myself and it, that I to find this damned money in what to me it did not begin. Now my mum lays in hospital and waits when I at last shall come to it and I shall tell that to it operation will be soon made. But unfortunately I today can not go to it and speak it. Because now at me only 1200 dollars, and I need to find the missing sum. I do not know as I it I shall make, but I have sworn to mum that I iaeao money and I shall make it any way. I know as you are upset at this moment when will read this letter. But if you knew as my heart is filled in by blood, and tears from my eyes flow when I write you this letter. On this place I do not know as to write to you my dear. I shall write to you the main words which want to tell you. When I spoke all my words that I love you, there was really a truth. I can repeat to you it many times. I love you!!!!. But I think that after all that that told lies to you you will not trust me. And that I shall tell all to you you will consider for the next lie. I love you, all the same I shall speak it. You on the present that person with which I want to be. If not such coincidence of circumstances. You are very interesting to me, I am valid very much I love you. If you knew as difficultly to choose between which two people I very much I like, on the one hand which my mum is necessary my help, and on the other hand you Dustin which I like also to which I am necessary. If now I was near to you, and I very much would want it I would rise on my knees and simply would ask you a pardon. But unfortunately now it not so, now we not together, and in all I am guilty it. I shall not justify myself, I know that I have made very bad act. BUT THIS ACT WAS MADE FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE. The love this only thing that remained in this awful world in which we live. Dustin I promise mine to you, I even shall tell more that I swear to you when I shall make operation to the mum, I shall send you money which you have sent me, I shall send you 500 dollars back... Because I very much love you. I have told and have told to you all that I have made, may you and will not believe me. But all this really the truth, you see now to me is no need to tell lies to you. At the end of all it I would like tell you unique words which I can to tell you. I love you my dear, the only thing that I want in this life it you. I very much would want to receive from you the letter after all that that I now have written to you, I shall wait for it with impatience. I hope you will understand me. Yours Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 10 You, the fool, dung and so on. You the idiot who is simple on had!!!! And after that you dung, still may like!!! You are simple!!! About such as you at us in Russia speak: " the cow given milk "!!! For ever yours he he!!! Veronika!!! LeeLoo2@mail.ru

    Letter 1 Hi my most dear person on Planet Michael !!!!!!!! I am happy to read your letter to me again. Lovely, I am already valid I can not without you and without your letters. At me tears with happiness drip when I read your letters. I thank the god For that that he has sent me of such person as you, such gentle, quick-witted, And the most important loving me. And I am very glad to that that on light there is a love. Such fine and I her test this feeling to you, my honey!!!! Yes, I shall not cease To speak you, that I very much love you. I think, that the equation of love very simple As 1 + 1, but at the same time very complex because together with pleasure the love may To bring and tears and sufferings. And these my sufferings from that that we not together, my love, That we may not touch each other look each other in eyes still more many many desires which I and you may not execute the friend for the friend. I understand my honey, that for our meeting it is required It is a lot of time, but I sometimes at night reflect, that we can not be Together and I all life shall suffer from love to you. But I do not want to think About it because it not and all of us equally shall meet you. Honey, we shall be Together also we shall be happy together. I so want it, my love!!!!!!!! Mine baby, you for me became the most desired person. You are necessary for me as heart. I can not live without you. Now my days pass monotonously, because my head It is hammered by ideas on you, my body wants a touch of yours ia?ieo fingers, my lips Want passionate kisses with you. Yes, my dear, I can not hide the dreams from You because they concern only you. My sweet, I want to be your second half in life. I want to be your princess, Lady, I want to be your adviser to be your partner in life, and the most important I want To begin your wife and I want that you became my husband! I to give birth To you beautiful children also I want that they were similar to you. We shall bring up together them And to love them. You agree with me, my soul? Road, we may grant our desires and make our dreams yau?. At us all life ahead. I know, that with you at me other life full of happiness and love to you will begin absolutely. I believe In it, my honey and very much I hope. My love, I shall be very patient and I shall wait very much for our meeting even if it is necessary to me To wait for it all my life. My heart now on always belongs to you and only you of him The master. In your authority and I know all my body and all my bodies, that you will be cautious. Honey, I shall wait for our first meeting as the schoolgirl expecting for the first appointment in life. My dear, I completely trust you because I believe you. Honey, I yet do not want to write a detail about the body, because I very constraining, but I of you I assure, that all bodies of my body normal and all of them belong only to you. Lovely, I need in you as the lock in a key. I want you as the ground water at a drought. I am very strong you I adore and very much I grieve on you. Please, trust me, my desires and feelings Are fair also are pure as a drop of tears on my eyes at melancholy on you. But you do not think, that these tears from Burning, these tears of happiness. I am too strong you I like. My The grandmother approves you and transfers you the greetings long as life. She is very glad, that we Have found each other and are happy. She sincerely experiences for us and too wants that we were together. My love, I very much want to be with you together faster. I very much need in you. My prince, I send you one million hot kisses. Let these kisses accompany You all the day. My body wants you, my heart is beaten more strongly from your letters. It is a pity to me that we not now with you Together. I shall wait from you for the letter today and very to miss on you. Remember. That I very much love you, my future husband!!!!!!!! Your future wife Marina Barlow .

    Letter 2 Hello My Dear Love Michael !! How are you today? It was very pleasant for me to read your sweet letter. Honey, it was not simple the letter it there was a present epopee which has let me know about your feelings for me so much. I am very happy that we have found each other in this big word. to me it would be desirable to cry with happiness when I read your letters and I see that you are pleased as the baby from love to me. I feel same loveness feeling! My Love I can not sleep some weeks. I think of you each minute of my day. I worry.... I am glad..... And all this about you my love as any woman at which is born full love. You understand it my love? Each person I think should be pleased that it has met love and I think to be loved and love it is the biggest dream of any woman. I am ready to erase your socks and to meet you with a full table of food when you will come from work! My feelings everyone become stronger every day and I feel that it is necessary for us to meet each other. I think that only the meeting face to face will give us the most full feeling of our affinity each other. Honey, I love you and I want to be with you as soon as possible also. My dear love I spend now it is a lot of time with the grandmother and she too understands that I to have the private life. She understands all that I sometime to leave her and that in the future she will be one. But I think that we can the help to the grandmother ia?aoaou clos to us. My aunt (the daughter of the sister of the grandmother) works in the government and the help to me with registration of the visa may without problems. Yes, now I want to give you my love the information which concern it. Honey, I to have education nurse and I to have the right recieve visa registered nurse. in niioaaonaee with this visa I shall have a direction on work and recommendations on work in your country. It means that I shall have already work there. It will be easy enough to start to work there my love. Honey. It is the visa it is given for 1 year. And consequently during one year we should issue our relations or I shall be compelled to prolong the visa. Honey, you marry me??? haha! For iieo?iea visas I should pass conference and after me will approve, to me should give a direction to Moscow in Ministry of Health. I should go to Moscow and pass the medical review. And I should give the application on registration of the visa and the passport. All this will cost + the ticket there back 440 dollars of USA. Lovely, it is some bad news. Honey, I do not know what to do because I to not have money. And I should expect for your kindness and understanding that you will help me it. I hope you love me and support me my love. to me your complete support to be prepared to is necessary for all these tests. My Love I think together we to overcome any barriers between us and that will not be a problem for us. Only the most sad that it is expensive for me my love. I think Lovely and then to me I will be necessary to get the ticket, its cost shall find out soon as I shall arrive to Moscow and I shall find out, but for this purpose you should speak me the address and the nearest airport Where you may meet me, OK Lovely write to me very soon, with speed of light, And let your letters will be as a tornado and will sweep away on the way all barrier and will promote to me. Lovely I very much love you? you to me am very necessary, I very long searched for you, and now I have found you, you have kindled in me that fire which, Has kindled in me heart, I very much love you. Honey such my plan of a meeting to you, writes honey to me, that you think. My Dear Love please write to me as soon as possible. I shall wait very much your letter. The letter which is possible changes our destiny. My sunshine I shall wait for news from you. Your princess Marina !!!!!

    Letter 3 Hi my lovely Michael!!!!!!! Hi my happiness!!!!!!! Lovely I so is glad to read your letters!!! You simply may not present as I are happy... Lovely I it is very glad that you have not denied assistance to me. Lovely you have understood my position and I am very glad. So it is pleasant for me that you understand me.... Lovely I love you and I want that my husband you were and only you. Anybody is not necessary for me except for you. I love you and very much want to be with you beside all life.... I want to wake up of your sweet kisses and to go to bed feeling warmly your body. I love you my honey!!!! And very much on you I miss. My honey you will help me with registration of my visa... I am simply happy!!!!!!!!! We shall be with you together, we shall be one family!!!!!!! I so am glad that simply I can not am quiet to sit. I want to meet you as soon as possible. My honey it is simple to love the severe punishment of you and to be so far from you. It simply is not born . But I believe in what we with you we shall be together. Lovely I is simply happy... You have made me happy... I for a long time did not feel that that is created now in my soul. I love you and simply can not state all that I now feel. Lovely I went to bank and found out as us with you better to make. Lovely to me have told that there is such kind of translations as the Western Union. The employee of bank has told that it is the most convenient and fast kind of translation. Whether I certainly do not know this kind of translation at you in America operates. The employee of bank has told that it is very much widespread kind of translation all over the world. To me I certainly was not much terrible do not want that which you with the big work have earned that money, were gone in road. Lovely our mail very badly works also I mj.cm that money will simply be lost in road and will not reach me. Credit cards too may not reach me. For this reason I have gone to bank to find out that to us with you to do . The employee of bank spoke me that it is very reliable kind of translation. But me all the same it is not much terrible. These are such big money and I do not want that they were gone simply so. You understand me my honey?? Lovely Michael I so am glad that we shall with you together... I love you my honey..... Today I went to the telephone company but could not talk to you. But I am sure that at me will turn out to talk to you next time. I very much want to hear your voice. My honey Michael I am very glad!!!! We shall be together... Now all my ideas only about it... I can not think of what that the friend. You have won my ideas and my heart.... You have subdued my soul. I love you my husband!!!!!!! And I very much want that we were together. I already present as you meet me at the airport and gently kiss. I embrace you and I speak that we at last that and together. These are all my dreams... But now I am sure that ours with you dreams will come true also it really. I really love you, you really love me... And we really shall together!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so am happy my honey!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU And WANT TO BE With YOU ONE FAMILY!!!!!! You want it my honey???? I love you and I wait for your letters. Yours and only your Marina!!!!!!!!!

    Letter 4 Hi my love Michael!!!!!! Hi my husband!!!!!! Lovely I at once want to ask for you a pardon. For that that long did not write to you. Lovely I did not have any opportunity. It were holidays, the cafe did not work, but today I can write to you the letter my love. My honey I as well as you are very excited an event. Lovely Michael I so am glad that we with you have started our way to each other. We shall be together, I believe in it. Lovely I shall use the best efforts from me to be with you together. I want to congratulate you on birthday personally, both the kiss and embraces. My honey I think that we can celebrate your birthday together. I dream of it my honey!!! Lovely I shall go to receive translation tomorrow, to me it is not much terrible. I never received translations from for borders. Suddenly I shall make that that not and can not receive translation. I do not want you to bring. Lovely I shall go to bank tomorrow. And if I shall receive translation, at once I shall buy the ticket up to Moscow. I as soon as possible want to issue the documents and to be with you. I love you my honey and very much on you I miss. I present as you meet me at the airport. We are happy and we like each other.. It so is fine... My honey Michael I as well as you think of us with you very much. I as can not fall asleep at night, you have made the way in my ideas, in my heart, I simply can not live not thinking about you. I love you my husband!!!!!!!!!! And very much on you I miss.... But I know that soon we shall together. I simply can not wait this moment. To touch you, to kiss you and to tell that I you I like. My honey I hope that at me all will turn out. I love you!!!! Wish good luck me good luck my honey!!! She very much is useful to us. Lovely I love you. I should go, I think that I shall come later to write to you the letter. Yours and only your Marina!!!!

    Letter 5 Hi my love Michael!!!! Lovely I has decided to write to you once again. My honey I went to bank today and have received translation. Lovely now I shall go on station and I shall buy the ticket up to Moscow. My honey tomorrow I shall go to Moscow, I shall go for registration of my documents. I so am happy that we have started our way to each other. My honey soon we shall together!!!! I so am happy. My honey to me was spoken that in Moscow by very many gangsters. Not it is terrible to me to go to Moscow much. But I am all the same glad that I go there for registration of my documents. I believe that we with you love will pass all tests. I am very strong you I like also we shall be together. Whether I know Internet of cafe my honey is in Moscow. But I shall try to keep you posted all events. I shall try to write or call you from Moscow. Lovely write to me your letters will help me. It is always very pleasant for me to read your letters. My honey I very much on you miss.... But I know that we shall be with you together!!! I pray to the god that it has helped us with you. Wish good luck me good luck my honey!! To me it is not much terrible but I love you and we shall be together. Lovely I should go on station buy the ticket. I love you and I wait for your letters. Yours and only your Marina!!!!!

    Letter 6 Hi my honey Michael!!!!!!! Hi my love!!!!!! Lovely I in Moscow. I have found the Internet of cafe and have decided to write to you that you did not worry for me. Lovely Michael I did not know that Moscow such big city. Here it is very easy to be lost. But I am very glad that I have got here to me very interestingly. And I have already paid the most important for my visa and have submitted the application on registration of my documents. I so am happy that we with you soon shall together. I love you my honey and very much on you I miss. Lovely I has arrived here to cafe by the underground. I never saw the underground and it is very interesting to me. And you have underground??? Lovely I understand that I did not see much in this life. And it will be very pleasant for me to learn this world with you when we shall be together. Lovely to me so pleasantly think of that that we we shall together. My honey it will be necessary for me will be late in Moscow while my documents will not issue. My honey I have stopped in hotel. Lovely I should will address to you for the help. I have spent all my money. All is cunning on registration of my documents. My honey to me did not remain money to that to live here in Moscow. My honey the help to me?? My honey Michael it is necessary for me of 400 dollars. Moscow very dear city. I take off hotel for 47 dollars in days of a house I might live the whole week. In hotel two single meal . Also it is all enters into cost of hotel. Lovely I simply do not know to whom to me will address. I have only you. Lovely I very much hope for your help. I love you and I wait for your answer. Lovely I has paid for two days of residing in hotel. And is farther what to do I simply I do not present. My honey I very much hope for your understanding and love. Lovely I love you and I wait for your help. My honey Michael I have counted up all my charges and it will be about 400 dollars lovely I hopes for your help. I love you and very much on you I miss. My honey I will need to pass the medical review from for it and from for registrations of my documents I should be late in Moscow. I hope that you believe me and understand my situation. Lovely I wait for your answer with impatience. I love you and very much on you I miss. Yours and only your wife Marina!!!!!
    Letter(s) from Anna Ivanova to Stephen Ashcroft (UK)

    Letter 1 Greetings my sun! Shall be possible I you now so to name? I think to you it it will be pleasant. Lovely, I today want to tell to you what to me dream today has dreamed at night. Dear, to me today has dreamed as though we already with you for a long time have got acquainted and have got married. You imagine? We with you have got married and we live with you somewhere in the warm country about the sea. At us with you the small two-storeyed house, it very cosy and in it it is very warm and bright. And most important this that that at us with you two children: the boy and the girl. I remember that they at us in middle-aged dream, to them somewhere to both for 12 years. I remember that the boy dark, and the girl blonde and they very beautiful. To me dreamed as all of us four together sat in the evening at a fireplace and talked. You him told something, and they are very close you listened and asked that you did not stop. And I road sat next to you and took a detached view of you. To me was so well and quietly when I looked at you and our children and it seemed to me that there is no more happily woman on light, than I. You know after that dream I have understood that in this life is necessary to me to be happy it only the loved husband and children, it is more for happiness to me not necessary anything, well still certainly that my mum, the brother and his bride were healthy. You know when I have woken up, I very much regretted, that it was only dream. I so wanted, that it was all the truth that we really were together and that we had children. Lovely you liked that that I have told to you? And I dreamed you? How you think you with me would be happy? Write to me please, but only the truth. As you treat to me at present. Lovely I precisely can tell that I love you and it seems to me actually the present love. And let we are far from each other, but I am all the same sure in the feelings and I believe that we sometime shall meet. I hope that you too want it sincerely and treat to me seriously because I believe in it and it is very important for me. Lovely I shall wait tomorrow for your letter and I shall hope again, that you today will come to me in dream at night and in it we shall be together only we and anybody will not prevent us. Dear I give you one thousand kisses and remember I think of you each minute.

    Letter 2 Greetings my love.
    My lovely, I am again happy, that I again write you the letter. When I went in Internet - cafe I all time thought of you. You my unique love and I think only to you. You are necessary for me only. I now can not present myself without you. I want. That you always were with me. I like. You my unique love. Each minute I think of you. I can not think of anything more. You my unique love which so is strongly necessary for me. Only you my love. I love only you. I want to be only with you. I want to feel everyone yours a sight. I want to feel your breath. Each your sight, each your breath is necessary for me. I want to feel all this and to enjoy only with you my love. My love I is happy, that only you my love. It is very good me with you. You very much do not suffice me. I want to be with you. I want to carry spend all time with you. Because I love you. More nobody is necessary for me except for you.
    My dear, today I have taken a compensatory holiday at work so I today did not work. We with the girlfriend have decided to have a rest. We with her had very well a rest. Very much it was pleasant to me. I want to tell to you as I have had a rest. My girlfriend always calls me to go to have a rest, what to feel like better. We with the girlfriend stood at a stop what to leave for a garden. We stood very long, approximately about one hour we waited the bus. When the bus I has appeared and my girlfriend were delighted, because we have very much got tired to wait. We with the girlfriend even have smiled each other. We have sat in the bus and have gone to a garden. My lovely, we long went, then we arrived to her on a garden site. My sweet, you would know, how at me legs while we went from a stop up to a soda site have got tired. But I was all the same very glad, because I have left on a nature. To me has very much bothered to sit in city. I am tired from city. I very much for a long time wanted to leave for city, what even for one day to overlook about work and city vanity. But long our pleasure with the girlfriend was not prolonged. Weather has deteriorated. Have appeared in the sky of a cloud, became more cool. It has not so pleased us. But it is all the same much more pleasant to be on a garden site where fresh air, than to sit in dusty city. We with the girlfriend have decided to dissolve a fire what to be warmed. We began to sit at a fire. I very much like to fry a potato in a peel in the fire. I very much like such potato. I from the childhood loved such potato. I have made to myself such potato. My lovely, you knew, how it was good me on a nature. I so am tired from all this city vanity. I like to be on a nature. Because I feel much better. Then somewhere after three o'clock in the afternoon the sun has looked out, became little bit warmer. So it wanted to me to have a sleep. I as like to sleep on a nature. I have small desire: I would like to fall asleep on a nature near to you. I would would like that you were with me beside. I have lain to doze. I again began to think of you. So you began to not suffice me. I very much want, that you would appear with me a line. I would like that you kissed me, that would warm the body. I very much would like to nestle on your cheek and to tell you, that I very strongly love you. My love, I love you and only you. I would want that only you with me were a line. More nobody is necessary for me. I already can not be without you. I frequently recollect your letters. It is very pleasant for me to think of you. Everything else time I thought of you, I was more about anything might not think. I very much would like to appear near to you. I would like to look to you in eyes, I would like to hear your voice.
    I think that in my life much will exchange after with you we shall be together. I very much want to be with you together. It is very important for me. I sat at a fire and thought of it. I thought that I shall be the happiest near to you. I thought, that my life will change, because near to me there will be a loved person. I very much would like, that you for me would kindle a fire, that you would hold me for a hand. That we with you would be together. You would warm my hand the gentle heat. It would be very pleasant for me. At me the head with happiness would be turned, from that that you with me beside. Really it is very pleasant for me to think of you. I very strongly want to be with you. You my unique pleasure. My love, I wants to speak you, that only you my unique love which so is strongly necessary for me. When we have begun to gather with the girlfriend back the wind again began, became colder. We with the girlfriend have frozen, because we with ourselves have not taken clothes on such weather. But we with her were pleased, because we had a rest. On road to a stop I heard, how sing birds. It was pleasant for me to listen to their singing. It seemed to me, what not all so is bad. I simply was sad because I thought of you, that we necessarily shall meet you. We with you necessarily shall together. I thought of you, I thought that you probably have written me the letter. As it wanted to me to read your letter! When we have sat in the bus, very much again it not wanted to me to go in city, in this vanity. I very much love a nature. My love and when we to arrive home to city. We again to feel, that again this dust and a dirty in city. My love to me the truth to like to be on a nature and me attracts only a nature. And I to think, that I am subject to empress to a nature. My love, it so is beautiful to be on a nature, that I again and again now to recollect as well and charm to be on a nature. To me to like to see trees and to inhale aroma of colors. My love I also love flowers and when you to me will present flowers my heart will be pleased this life. My love I wants to speak you, that only you my love and my pleasure and that is necessary for me your love and your tenderness. My love, only for you I is created, and I want to live and live. Because only you my love. My love I wants to tell to you about one thing.
    When we have returned to city, the girlfriend has offered me to look cinema at her houses. She has taken the cartridge in hire. We to look cinema and it referred to as " Passions of the Christ ". I all over again did not want to look this film, but my girlfriend an owl have persuaded me. I could not refuse. My lovely, I think, that it is cinema very good. Because this story about the Christ. When I looked this film I cried. My girlfriend too cried. I might not be kept. I think, that you looked this film. It was very hurt to me to look, what flours has gone through Christ. I might not constrain some the tears. I can not look at such flours of people. You see in this film the severe validity was shown. I can not understand, whence at people it is so much rage, hatred. At this film original translation was. Film went in English. And for those who does not understand translation in Russian was. This translation should be read below, he went lines. But for me it has not made the big work. I know English slightly. To me it was clear, about what speak in film. My love when I looked this film I have taken all very to heart. It seemed to me, as if it is all occurs somewhere very close, probably and to me. I very much was pleasant like this cinema. It was simply surprising. Only you now understand me, only you may understand me. Only you understand my words to you. I would want that so was always. I want to be with you beside. You are necessary for me. I would want that you loved me. And I want to love you. My love to you is very strong. My lovely, I was very much struck with this film. I still had very big impressions after viewing. I think, that I have not vainly looked this film. Mine dear, I love you and only you. You my unique love. I very much would like to be now with you. I love you. To me more nobody is more necessary except for you. You my unique loved person. You very much do not suffice me. I can not constrain in myself all feelings, all emotions. I always want to speak you, that I love only you. All my ideas only to you. My love, I wants to speak you, that I would want that with me you were only. More nobody is necessary for me. I at any moment feel, that you do not suffice me, even if I not one, all the same you do not suffice me. My loved, and you looked film of " Passion of the Christ "? I to think, that if you will look this film you too to go through all this and you to like to look cinema. My love I again and again to speak you that I love you and only you and I want to be with you and to love only you my love and my pleasure. My love I can not live without you because than I to not be engaged about what I to not think all the same I to think of you my love and I can not live without you. My lovely, I can not without you. I as well as you want to be with you.
    I should finish on it the letter. I tomorrow should go on work. But I all time shall think of you and only about you. I want to nestle on you to kiss you. I want it and I can not without it as fishes without water. I shall think each minute of you, each second you will be with me. My love, I really love you and only you. I again send you many - many the most gentle kisses.
    With the big and strong love, yours Anna.


    Letter 3
    Greetings my dear.
    Thank that you do not forget me and continue to me to write. Today Friday and tomorrow again day off, but I is not glad this day off because in days off I suffer from that that you not near to me even more. Per working days I too all time think of you and even slightly I distract in an operating time, and in days off I should think of you. In the summer in days off I even somewhere, for example, went to bathe or in a wood, and somewhere it is now cold to go and I sit at home and I think of you. I all time think of you: I do cleaning a house I think of you, I watch TV ideas far with you, I read the book, and between lines your image. I, probably, soon shall go mad. I hope only for that that we soon shall meet you differently my ideas will develop in a pain and I each day shall suffer and cry and damn destiny and to ask the god why I was not born at you in city that we did not have problems with you to meet. I would like to be born in your city and then we would meet you and would be happy together. Then we with you would get married and we would have children, personally I always dreamed of the boy and the girl, we would bring up them that they have grown worthy people. I do not doubt that with such fine father children would achieve much in life and too would be happy, as well as we. And when children are happy and at them all is good, it is the biggest pleasure and the award for parents. Dear and you dream of it? You share my feelings? Or you think my dreams silly and impracticable?
    I do not know may be and am silly dream of it and regret that I was born in Russia, instead of near to you, but I can not order to heart to not dream of you and to wish to be near to you.
    I now write you, and at the tear on eyes from that that you are far also we may not meet you.
    Excuse that I load you the dreams, but I can not think of anything except for it. You have for ever lodged in my heart and you from it already never will leave. I write you it that you knew that except for you in heart at me anybody is not present and already never will be. Lovely I with impatience shall wait for your following letter tomorrow because only your letter will brighten up my dim days off. Do not forget me and remember that I think of you each minute.

    Letter 4
    Greetings my love!
    As I am again glad to hear you. Each your letter for me is pleasure on all the day and night, up to following your letter which I wait each minute. It seems to me, that I can not breathe without you any more. I do not have no air as I want to breathe it near to you to enjoy life and all this near to you. I can not without you. I want to get you the hand to touch you.
    Dear as I have understood from your last letter, you want that I have arrived to you? Lovely I so of it long dreamed, I am simple did not dare to start talking the first about it that you were not frightened of our fast attitudes. But actually you see we are already long copied, have learned each other well, we like each other externally and it would be very fine to meet and tell all each other in eyes. You too so think? Yes if I have arrived to you on long time I would work for you. I very hardworking also am not afraid of difficulties. May once we and we shall meet, then I shall be the happiest girl on light. Dear I work medsister. I look after children.
    Lovely I so want that you cared of me, protected me, I loved me know that if we shall meet, it and will be also I shall be loving your loved woman. I shall care and preserve too you. I love you and want to be with you, you very careful and tender about such to the man I always dreamed.
    I love you and I wait for your following letter. Also remember I think of you each minute!!!

    Letter 5
    My loved, I again want to tell you, that I madly love you and only you. My lovely, I constantly think of you and only about you. I can not more about anything the friend to think. Sweet mine, I understand you and only you. I want to be with you. I can not transfer you in a word all feelings to you. I want, that you would understand me, that I test to you. I want more and more and to speak you more, that I love only you and your support and caress is necessary for me only. Dear, I was attacked today with very big boredom. To me today it is very sad, because I want to be with you. But you are not present with me beside. My loved when to me it becomes boring, I again look at your photo. And I understand, that I love only you and I would want that with me you were only. My love, I wants to be with you. I love only you. I can not live without you. My lovely, I speak all to you and I want to be with you and to love you.
    Loved, I am ready to speak about it to everyone, that I love you, I again want to tell you, That only you my love and my pleasure. And only you may make me the happiest all over the world. Only you may present me all love and all happiness. My love, I would want that only for me there was a big miracle, that your love would be only for me. And then I shall be happy, I shall be happy only with you. Because I feel to you very big love and all time I think and I think only of you.
    My loved, dear, I want to love you, I want to be with you and to enjoy ours with you life because I think that only with you I shall be in safety. I want to be with you, I think that I necessarily shall with you. And anybody in it can not prevent me. Dear, we with you far apart. But we with you all the same have connection. We with you may correspond, we may speak with you by the phone. I am very glad, that we with you have found each other, it for me the biggest happiness. I might not present myself, that I shall be so am happy that a meeting of you. I am glad, that we with you have our relations. I do not want to lose ours with you of the relation. They for me are very dear. I think, that you understand me. I can not transfer you in a word that I test to you, I already wrote you it. I am ready to write to you about it constantly. I can not hold in myself these ideas. I want to tell all that in my m heart lives this feeling - love. I want to speak all that I have met the most remarkable person in the world. And with him it is very good me. I do not want to lose you. I do not know to whom I can tell that you at me are. I can not tell about it all. Only my mum of me understands, she is very glad for us.
    My loved, I want to tell you that I strongly love you. I very much do not have you. Because I feel, how my heart speaks me that it wants, that it should be with you. And when I shall be with you I I shall be really very happy also shall be only your princess. And you will be my prince who will love me and I shall be happy, that he will love me. Dear, I today again thought, dreamed of how we with you shall be happy as we shall like each other. Dear, I again want to speak you as we shall like each other as we shall enjoy the friend the friend as it will be good us together. My love, I wants to kiss you in your lips. I want to caress only your lips. You are necessary for me only. Only your lips so are strongly necessary for me these minutes. Now I write you the letter. To me it is now very sad. Because I do not have not enough you. I would would like that with me you now were. More than nobody it is necessary to me. I think, I am sure that only you may present me love and kisses in my lips. I want to speak you, that I can not sleep without you. Because my bed is very cold without you. And consequently I speak you, I would want that my bed was filled with a heat when I shall be with you. You know, to me it is sad each minute because I always think of you. I can not smile without you. I smile only then when I see your letters. To me it is very sad, that with me now there is no person whom I madly love which is very necessary which is very dear to me for me. Only in the dreams I am happy, because I with you. Because you with me in my dreams, we with you together and in my dreams you will not leave anywhere from me. It is very good me with you. Only you understand me. I ask you, that you would write me letters more often, what I so did not miss. I very much would want you to write ?aua letters, but I do not have such opportunity. I want, that you would speak with me and loved me.
    You know, very much want to go with you in theatre, that we in silence might enjoy the friend the friend. I as want to go with you at cinema to take tickets on last line. I very much want it my love. I know, it may sounds silly, but I want it. Because I love you. You know, it is now very hard for me without you, I very much do not have you. I really want to be with you. I do not want to be with you only in the dreams. I want to be with you in a reality. My love I want only you. And I each time wait for that moment when we shall be with you together. And then I shall be the happiest on light. Yes I and now most am happy, because I have you. Because we with you conduct our correspondence. Because I can write to you letters because also you write me letters. I love you, to me to like with you to correspond, I very much want to be with you. I want to be with you beside. It is necessary for me, because I simply shall go from mind. I can not find to myself a place. I always present you before myself. You are necessary for me, understand? I can not tell you it in the letter, I can prove to you it only at our meeting. Feelings cannot be written on a paper. I think, that you feel the heart, that I love you. My loved, I want to tell destiny many thanks, that it has reduced us. I want to tell destiny of thank that now I happy because I have you. Because with you it is good me. I do not know, that I now would do without you, my dear. I am glad to destiny that we have big love, I am glad, that it has connected us.
    My lovely, when I went in cafe what to write to you the letter, I looked at a nature. At us now good weather. I looked, how all blossoms. I looked at how happy pairs as it is good them together walk. You know, on the one hand to me it was cheerful on soul, but on the other hand to me it was sad, because I very much would like, that with me beside you would be.
    Sweet mine, and how at you with weather? Loved, I love a nature. It seems to me, that only on a nature so it is good me. I can think of you so much how many to me nobody would be desirable also me will distract from it. I like to think of you. To me all time would be desirable to think of you, but sometimes I still should work. My love I love you my love and I again to recollect about our dream. My love I wants to speak you that only you my love and I all to think and think of you. My loved, I only for you, I shall live with you and I shall be happy only with you. Because it is good me only with you. Your kiss of me will burn strongly, I shall be only yours, and you will be only mine. My heart will beat in increasing frequency. I love you and only you my love. I want to be with you, I want to feel your embraces. I would want that you kissed me.


    Letter 6

    Greetings mine dear!!!
    I again today worked much. You would know, how I am tired. I can not transfer you it. But I such happy, that have received from you again the letter. I am very glad, that you have again written to me. I like to receive from you letters. I want, very strongly again I want again and to receive from you letters. As I very strongly want to meet you. I want with you a meeting.
    I want to speak you, that only you my unique person. I do not have anybody whom I so strongly love more. I love only you. I want to be with you. I can not live without you. You my unique person. My loved, I very much miss on you. You very strongly do not suffice me. But I think, that soon we shall with you together. I think, that we necessarily shall together. And then I shall cease to be sad. I love you. And all of what I think, becomes a reality for us two. I always think of you. I should think of you. I want, that you would know that for me only you unique. I do not have anybody to whom I can tell all more. I want to be with you. I love you and do not want to lose. Dear, I all time think of you. My lovely, I have small dream. It not dream, but I think, that it will be beautiful to sound for us with you, my sweet. I think, that you my eagle. You my big love bird, so are necessary for me. I think, that I personify the sky. I - as the sky and in me the big space. This space is filled with my love to you. I know, that only from you the love to me proceeds. My loved, I think, that you know, that the bird may not live without flights in the sky. And I think, that I as the sky, and you as a bird who may not live without me. And you need to fly in the sky. And you will be in me. You will be mine and I yours. Because I the sky which always so suit you, that you may not refuse me. I the sky which calls you all above and above. My loved I love you and I all time miss on you. You very strongly do not suffice me. My lovely. I so think, I so think, because you to inspire me. I think, that you understand me. I think that you understand my idea, about an eagle and the sky. Orel is a bird, she is very clever and strong bird, same as well as you. And I love you my love. And only you the best all over the world. My lovely, you should know, when you will look at the sky know, that it I. I as always look the sky at you. I want, that you would rise in the sky and have found out, have found, have seen. Has felt my love to you. My love I to think about all this and long to reflect that to you better to write. And suddenly in my ideas the spark has flashed. And this spark to light in me fire which burns me when I to write to you this letter. My love I To write to you the letter and to think of you. And all my ideas were filled suddenly by you. And I shall think that I am happy with you and only with you. Because you the unique person whom I so want to see with which I want to be up to madness. I shall be happy only with you and more with anybody. More nobody is necessary for me except for you. I love you and only you. My lovely, I again speak you, that I your sky, and you my eagle. Which will wait for me and only me. And I as the sky shall look at you and to be pleased to that you are. I shall be glad, that I am connected to you love and happiness. I want to give you all love. I want to present myself to you. I want, that only you would be with me. I want to be with you. Because only with you I shall be happy. I love only you. I want only you. I can not without you. I always think of you. I would want that we with you were happy. I want to be only with you. My lovely. I was more about anybody so I do not think as of you. I want to see in the life only you. You for me the best on light, you the most desired. I can not be in this world without you. You are necessary for me more than air. It not mere words. These words in all sincerity. They are filled with love to you. They are filled with the purest love therefore that I love you sincerely. I love you, mine dear. Only you may force to smile me. I always smile, when I receive from you letters. I want to speak you about all this. Because I can tell it only to you. Only I can trust you. I know, that you will not think about me poorly. I know, that you will understand me, you will understand as strongly I love you. I dream of ours with you to a meeting. I think of you constantly. And I like to do it because you that person for the sake of which I am ready on everything with which I want to be together. I want to transfer you all feelings. I want, that you would understand me, I would want that you felt, as far as I am strong love you. You are very necessary for me, lovely. Dear, as though I would like to transfer you all feelings. I want, that you correctly would understand me. I would want that you knew all my ideas. I want to live in your heart. You already live in my heart. You in my heart for ever. You are necessary for me. I never can forget you. Never simply my love to you will die. it will live eternally. I would want that you knew it, that you would remember it and did not overlook. It is important for me, that you would trust me. I would want that you trusted me, trusted. I love you all heart. I want to transfer the feelings on wires. But it cannot be made. I shall prove to you all love to you then when we with you shall be together. We with you necessarily shall together. I do not want you to lose. I never shall make anything bad. Because I do not want you to lose. I do not want to cause you a pain. I shall love you always. I shall do everything, that it would be good you. That it would be pleasant for you with me. I all time shall admire you. I shall be with you beside. Nobody may take away you from me. I love you all heart. I love you very strongly. My love to you is simply mad. It does not have a limit. it does not know borders. I love you.
    Mine love, I love you and only you. Only you my love. I again and again to send you many hot kisses. You the most dear person on light for me. For me there is nobody more dearly you. I want to be only with you. On it I should finish the letter. But remember, that I always think of you. Only you in my heart. I love you how anybody never loved nobody.

    Letter 7
    Greetings my dear and the most loved the man on light.
    Excuse that did not write to you these two days.
    Dear it is simple on Friday in the evening at me temperature and all days off she did not fall down. I wanted to come and write to you the letter on Sunday, but to me mum has not allowed to not leave anywhere, she has told that I did not leave anywhere because I on Monday should go on work and necessary that I have recovered up to the end. And me today it is already better, but at me still weakness and consequently my letter will not be long as I badly feel myself. I hope that tomorrow to me I will be better also can come in Internet - cafe and write to you the letter as I know that miss when I do not write you, and I do not want that my loved person was upset. Dear all these days to me it was very bad, but not from that that I was sick, and because of that that you were not a number. I was looked after by mum, but I all time thought of you. I did not have not enough you. Lovely I only want to tell that you are very dear to me and that is hard for me without you. I want that you were near to me and that you cared of me and warmed me at night the embraces. Know it. I shall write to you tomorrow and I wait from you for the answer. Remember I think of you each minute.

    Letter 8
    Greetings my lovely again. I want to tell, that am madly glad, that we with you are copied. It is very pleasant for me to receive from you letters. I want, what you as are possible for me wrote more often. I like to read your letters. Sweet, I think, that you were not so puzzled with my last letter. But I have really nobody more about it to write. I want, that you would know, how I live. I want to tell to you everything, that to me occur. As it is interesting to me to know, that occurs to you. I would like to learn more your life. I want to know, than you are engaged. It is interesting to me to know as you will spend time. I want, that you about all would write to me. It is really important for me. Because I love you. I want to be with you. You are necessary for me, lovely. You know, I am mad you I like. I want, that we with you would be together. I can not transfer you in a word all feelings. It is simply impossible. But I want, that you would know, that I love you. That more nobody is necessary for me except for you. I do not want you to lose, I am afraid of it. Simply you that person with which to me are very pleasant to correspond. You that person to which at me are feelings. You that person with which I want to be together which is necessary for me. I very strongly like. To tell the truth, I feel the young girl. I would like to be pleased, smile constantly. Because my heart loves you. Because all my ideas only about you. I always think of you. I simply shall go from mind. But on the other hand, sometimes it happens me sadly when I look at the in love pairs. Because they together, they beside. And you, my love, very far, you not with me. It is a pity, that you so are far from me. But I think, I hope that we with you shall be together. I frequently present myself as will occur ours to you of a meeting. I am afraid of that you may leave me. I at all do not want to think of it. But I think of it. You for me are expensive. I can not present myself, that with me begin, if you with me will stop relations. I do not want, that such would take place. Simply you do not understand, how strongly I love you. I want to carry spend each minute with you. I want, that you would embrace me. I want to be with you. I want, that you would kiss me. I very much want to kiss you. I want, that your hands of me would embrace. I want, that we with you I would like each other. You may not present yourself as I live. I live simply in dreams. Because in my dreams you always with me. I can not more so. I want to be with you. I want with you a meeting. You know, I want to be happy, I want to be with you. I love you. I have found the happiness, it you. I do not want to lose the happiness. I want to love and be loved. You understand me? How I can penetrate into your heart, what you would understand me?
    You know, sometimes it seems to me, that you simply do not love me. I want to be with you. I want with you a meeting. I want it already long time. But you do not understand me. Why so it turns out? Understand, that I simply madly love you. I would like to live with you all stayed time. I want to give each day to you the love. I want to wake up with you, I want to fall asleep with you. I want to feel your heat. I want to see your eyes constantly. I love you. Lovely, my heart became very big since I have got acquainted with you. Because my heart likes. Now the love to you lives in it. It never can stop loving you. I do not know, that else I can write to you. But I think, that you have understood me. I think, that we with you shall be together. I ask, do not kill in my heart love. She there lives also to it well. I never thought, that it is possible so to love. That it is possible to love up to madness. But it so, I so like. You know, sometimes even it is hurt from such love. It would be desirable to be pleased, but heart longs. Because you are not present near to me.
    Sweet. I should finish the letter. I want, that you would answer me. I very much wait for your letter. I want to be with you. Know, that I always think of you. I love you above all. You road for me persons. I love you. I gently whole you.

    Letter 9
    Greetings my lovely I is again very happy that again can read your wonderful letter. Dear excuse that did not write to you these days, it is simple at me mum was sick and I looked after her.
    Loved I want to take an interest as you, as your health, what weather at you. Lovely I to me so would be desirable to be near to you, you may not present it at all. But I can and from it to me become very sad. Usually I think of it when I lie down to sleep. When there comes evening in a room it becomes very dark. Darkness very strong thing and frequently from it people are mad, but it not about me because I shall go from mind from love to you. Some people may think about me something bad because difficultly to imagine as you are possible to grow fond of which persons at all do not know, and the more so never saw, but it not about me because through the letters you give me very much and only due to them I can wake up and fall asleep each day, understanding that I am very happy. Loved I and itself have never believed in that that it is possible to find the second half in such way, but ours with you love an example to this. My love to you so is strong what very difficultly to put into it in a word because anything in comparison with feelings because feelings need to be lived to understand them how you think why so poorly which people count words without feelings? I think that him badly from that that they may not feel feeling of love, friendship and all rest, in my opinion it is very important to feel all. You see when you malicious it too feeling and from it to you become easier, when you may be released for a rage because you all may tell and from it to you it becomes easier. Lovely for example when to me I was very bad begin to think about you and from it to me become very warm on my soul and I do not think of my problems because I leave in my dreams and I live our life which may come very soon therefore that we shall aspire to this. And why we to this aspire? I think because we are held very much with strong feeling. I did not know all over again that it for feeling, but now I understand it. In the beginning I simply should think of you because you already lived in my head, in my dreams, and then I simply ran from my work to see your letter and to read those wonderful things which you to me wrote. Then I might not fall asleep without that dream of that that we with you together that you embrace me and gently care of me, and now I have found a word which describe all that that I to you feel it love and she is so strong that at me is held the breath, you for me began as air and consequently when you are not present beside to me very difficultly to breathe, but in such cases I come in the Internet of cafe and begin to re-read all your letters then write you all that that is in my head. I know that you as may not breathe without me because you feel the same because we with you it is not simple people, we with you a single whole and we can not live the friend without the friend because we may live only the friend the friend and from it I become very strong because I know that in this huge world there is such person which may not fall asleep because I am in his ideas and imaginations. Loved you as are happy as well as I? I think what yes because we speak each other all and consequently between us such feeling as trust arises, and it is very important, because on trust all is under construction. Lovely I very much like all that about what you to me tells, therefore I want you to ask that you spoke me all that is in your head because I do it and from it we learn each other better. Lovely to me that is pleasant to write to you that I begin to forget about that that to me is necessary to work or do something, you take away me all and I of nothing can do with it because it is pleasant to me. I like to be given to you completely, I want that you owned me, my soul, my body and my consciousness. I do not know what for I it I speak, but it is the truth, and I want that you knew that I think concerning you and that is very important for me. Lovely and you sometime thought of that that your consciousness completely will be obedient to me, because I always in your ideas. I with you when you at work when you sleep or accept food or a bath? Is not present because as it is possible to think about such, this very fascinating feeling for me and you because I did not think that can be happy, because I love persons which very far from me because you live the life, but I there am present completely I grasp your consciousness. But all the same you not with me, you not beside you may not embrace me, may not press me to the body, you simply dream of it precisely as well as I, but it does us happy because our consciousness is connected also we we may not the friend without the friend. Lovely I would like to write to you eternally but I can not, because I should think of that that I need to work and feed myself and to do all that I might continue our dialogue because I should pay for it and consequently I should work. Loved I shall think of you and to wait from you for the letter because it will be my drink of air, and without air I simply shall die, and I should live, because I have found the happiness and I should care of you. My address if you will want to me something to send. 424000, Russia, Mari-el, Yoshkar-Ola, Poste restante for Ivanova Anna.

    Letter 10
    Greetings my loved the man.
    It is very glad again that you have written to me.
    To me very pleasantly lovely that you demand of me justifications because of that that I could write to you. Simply I want that you knew all about me.
    Yes road of Internet - cafe for me it is expensive but I am ready to deprive myself in what or things but only that I wrote to you that you did not forget me.
    Dear I very much suffer because of that that at you small problems with health, please recover faster. If I was near to you that I would care of you.
    Dear I very much want to you to the Great Britain, I would prefer to meet you at you. I very much want to look where you live. Road if you seriously treat to me and want that I have arrived to you actually I can go in agency and to learn that to me it is necessary that I have arrived to you. Write to me about it.
    Which I have written dear address to you correct. If you want something to send, send to this address. Beforehand thank you.
    I each day shall ask the god about that that we faster with you have met. Let we shall meet not so quickly as I expected, but all the same I want to you above all. Lovely I wait from you the letter tomorrow.
    Do not forget me and remember that I think of you each minute.


    Letter 11
    Lovely, I am very glad to receive from you again the letter.
    I went just to travel agency and have learned full details. The agency refers to as OOO " Volga Region travel ". General director Aseeva V.V. Their license #B338371. I spoke you already, that through this agency there has left my girlfriend. This agency is respected the big respect in our city.
    Now about that have told me in agency. The visa in USA is done in Current of 10 days. There is a tourist visa (B-2) 255 Eur. Foreign The passport costs 175 Eur and too is made during 10 days. On The account of tickets coast 500 evro. To me have picked up the most optimum variant.
    I take off too from Moscow. Flight passes during hours 8. To me as have told, that you may transfer me money through " Western Union ". To me have told, that it is the fastest and best way. To me have told, that it will be necessary for you for this purpose my passport The data. They:
    Name: Anna
    Surname: Butenina
    The country: Russia
    City: Zvenigovo
    Street: Shkolnaya
    The house number: 2
    Apartment: 1
    Lovely, I very much want to you. I so miss on you. I can not To wait ours with you of a meeting. I very much want to you.
    I wait for your fast reply.
    Love and kiss, Anna.


    Letter 12
    Greetings my dear the man.
    Is very glad to see in a box your letter.
    Dear excuse that did not write to you these days, but it was simple at me not money. You do not think never that I have forgotten you. I never shall forget you because I love you. And if I do not write you, I mean was borrowed or I did not have money. On which I do not write other reason for you may not be.
    Simply at us there come colds and I need to buy a new winter coat that I have not frozen. Under my finance it is not simple and consequently I now not always have money to Internet - cafe.
    Dear these days I all time thought of you, thought of our meeting. I am fast without you I shall go mad.
    I want to you, I want to be near to you to embrace you, to kiss you, to feel your smell, to look in your eyes. I want to be with you all time. Want to carry out the whole days and night only with you together.
    You too want it? I know that want also I believe you as to whom yet did not trust from men. I have trusted in you as to whom and now I do not want and am not going to lose you. You believe me whether or not but all of us equally shall together and I to give you to nobody. Lovely send to me a gift in Zvenigovo.
    Dear yes I can send money in dollars. I have learned it will cost tickets of 600 dollars, the visa and the passport will cost 516 dollars. That is all in the sum will cost 1116 dollars. Dear it is expensive for you? Write to me. But lovely if you will send me money that do not overlook to write to me the full name, the full address, and MTSN. It is necessary that I have received money.
    Dear if you will send me money that send in Zvenigovo.
    Dear at me time comes to an end, but tomorrow I wait from you for the letter and remember that I always think of you and that I love you.


    Letter 13
    GREETINGS my lovely .
    I is very glad that you have written to me, you know that it for me means very much. I speak you about it each time as soon as I see your letter and begin to write to you. Loved my person as you feel yourself? How your health? All this is very interesting to me, because I very much value you because you my second half and I should care of you because I want that you were healthy, that you were happy, well and if with you something happen, know that I always shall come to you to the aid because I love you very strongly and I shall not allow any illness to take away you at me. Lovely as your affairs at your work, all is good, I hope. Lovely I today has woken up very sad, but I do not know why, I tried to answer myself this question, but and could not, because it was simply sad which quite often finds on me, and from it at me the mood spoils, but then I begin to think of you and all passes, because you my beam of light in the most dark place, you for me an explorer on life, I hope for it. Lovely as though I wanted that now you were near to me that all was as in my dreams, loved and you my dreams like, whether I can not tell they like me, but it simply wonderfully that I can dream, because if I might not do it you probably would not grow fond of me and not would began me to write, but I such what am and you love me for it. Lovely at me today was not enough work and consequently I could come in the Internet of cafe early, as though I wanted that so at me it turned out each time that I might read your wonderful letters earlier, but you understand that work is one of the most important things in my life. Certainly she is on a place after you, because you at me the most important part of my life. I should work, because my work for us is a thing which us will connect, if I had no work I would not have money and I never would learn you, I never would learn that such the present love. There may be you will not name its present, but only not I because I believe in our love. You know that women so are sensitive and that all of them perceive very close to heart, but it they and are good, for this reason you, men love us, women. Because we bring to you happiness because we give you that that without us to you never to receive, that is why we are created such sensual and vulnerable, but it we only attract to you because we do you the with the strongest and the most invincible. And you give us protection if I with you anything will never disturb me because you will be near to me because you mine the man and I your woman. Lovely again I have fallen into a reverie, but already very much late and I should go home, but I promise you that you always will be in my ideas because I very much love you and I want that we with you were very happy and believe me we shall be necessarily happy because we shall be together.
    Lovely you want to send me a few money? Dear that would be very opportunely. I would pay for Internet - cafe and would buy something for memory. Love mine I can not so live knowing that you so far from me more, but I shall wait, because I know that you do all that I was happy.
    I very much love you and I wait for your answer.


    Letter 14
    Greetings my beloved.
    Is very glad to receive again from you the letter.
    Your letters warm me. In fact at us already almost winter. Today there were -17 degrees and I have very much frozen. But ideas about you have warmed me. Also it is the truth. When I think of you all my ideas and soul become air and depart somewhere far.
    About I so love this condition. This condition when all my problems and experiences leave somewhere far and I do not have up to anybody an affair, certainly except for you. I usually always present as we with you once there will be also we shall be happy. I dream as we with you we shall go on walk, we shall go to cinema, we shall prepare together, we shall be together all time. As we shall carry out with you nights, to be betraid caress and to love joys. You and itself about it think I know. And it is correct, because when two persons are loved each other by them as though get in the world where there are only they and anybody is not present in this world more. And all this world which surrounds them does so that two persons loving each other were very happy and that it more than anything and it was necessary nobody that it was very good them. That is these words I want to tell to you, that when we with you shall meet, anything and it will be necessary nobody for us that with you it was good us.
    Now I sit and I write to you these lines and it becomes again very warm and good me. I would not like to think at all that soon to me is necessary to leave on street where it is very cold and dark. I would not like to think that I shall come to an apartment which seems to me empty because a beside there is no you. I drive away these ideas and mentally I with you and I am warm me also is happy. I am happy from that that I can to dream and that in dreams you always near to me.
    I know that when we shall meet you will protect and protect me.
    Lovely I once again want to tell to you, that I love you and to not cease to think of our meeting.
    my passport The data. They:
    Name: Anna
    Surname: Ivanova
    The country: Russia
    City: Zvenigovo
    Street: Shkolnaya
    The house number: 2
    Apartment: 1
    I wait from you the letter tomorrow and remember I think of you every minute.
    For ever yours Anna.



    Letter(s) from Emilia Mihalache to William Daisy (USA)


    Letter 1
    Hello,I am so sorry about that message.I have a problem with my computer ,i think is a virus and that why you received again my fist message.Do you remember,this was my first message to you.I am so sorry ,please dont be upset of me. .Today i had a very busy day,i have to solve some important problems with my school but unfurtualy i dont solve nothing.
    Is so difficult ,i dont know what to do and nobody dont listen me ,nobody dont want to help me.My friends when they need help came to me and of course Tina every time help them ,but when i need their help,nobody dont look at me.
    I dont understand this world,why the life is so hard?
    I am a little tired and i think in this night i will go to sleep earlier.Iwas thinking to you very much and now i am glad because i can write you again.I dont know but I feel that we could be a soul mates, think and feel very much the same.My dear, I think that before anything to have a good relationship come to accept each other as we are, you have realized it. I think that is the question you should ask yourself first before getting involved. I took me much longer to realize the importance if it than to you. I think that you know there is no princese to come to your life, they are in fairy tails only. But, even real life can be like a fairy tail, I am not talking about the material things, I am talking about the feeling and harmony with two people.
    I like to talk things over if something comes up. If two people love each other they both feel bad, no matter which one hurt which one, right. I have learn one thing in my life, never be proud in relationship! Life is to short for fighting and feeling bad. I know your feeling waking up alone and going to sleep alone very well. I try not to think it too much, just makes me sad. I just believe that life will bring me what is meant to come to me, I try not to push my life to curtain direction (trying just to fool my fait a bit writing to YOU. I go with the flow of life, it will bring me where I belong.
    Today i was to drink a cofee with some friends in a cafe club near the university. There was a man working and one time he said to me "Dear you are so much full of kissing and hugging". I know how you feel. Maybe the need to love somebody is greater than to be loved, but there can not be one without the other. I hope that we both can find solutions to this need, maybe the solution is close than we realize. But enough of this.
    Well...I have been having trouble falling asleep at night lately. I find myself thinking about you and can't get you off of my mind. I really hope this turns into a long and lasting relationship. I too think that to love and be loved is one of the greatest treasures in life. Other hardships become easier to bear if you have a loving partner by your side that understands and cares.
    I finish my letter here my possibile lover,i hope was not too long for you.I wait your answer. Many many kisses


    Letter 2
    Hi Will I am very happy each time when I receive the letter from you. I begin to feel that we have a lot of common.
    Today I have read to my mum some words from your letter. She said to me that probably you are a very good man. And my mum send you the best regards. She wishs all the best for us .I guess we begin to feel each other. it is the most important thing . As I consider , we should trust each other. Lie is very bad. We should completely trust each other, because it is only the single way to create reliable union. It is a pity that there is such big distance between us. But each our letter makes this distance less and less. I hope very much, that after corresponding we will have the opportunity to meet in person in future. But now it is only a dream. You know, my mum and me make tasty pies. I hope that one time you can taste it. I want to ask you something.
    Are you missing the real and sincere love as I am? Are you sick and tired of grey, joyless and ordinary colourless routine life? Have you got anyone to share the sea of love and tenderness accumulated in your heart? Have you got anyone to lavish love and care upon you? I believe I am the one who will make you see Heaven on the ground, share everything with you and give you the true love. Of course if you are ready for such relationship... Just like you I am missing true and romantic feelings and the right man who put the family and the wife on the first place. It's a common thing in my country that families are made and children are born not on love ground but just occasionally... I have no wish to become just a passer-by on one's life road. I still believe that my destiny is wandering somewhere in the world and I don't care what language he speaks and what country he lives in. You can be my chance and my fortune or my fortune and not by chance. We may be destined to each other. You may be waiting and looking for no one but me... Love is the most important thing in my life no matter what form it is in. There is the love for my family. The love for my friends. The love for the world. The hardest is the love between a man and a woman. It is sad but a person could live their whole life without finding true love. Some believe that you only get one chance at love. That you only have one soulmate. Some believe that you could have other chances at love if you are lucky. I believe that some get second chances and others may not. I was in love once and it was one of the best times of my life. It is the greatest feeling in the World like Heaven on Earth. I want that feeling again and I refuse to settle for anything least than 100% Love. I could not marry for anything else. I don't believe in conditional love. That is not true love to me. I only believe in unconditional love which my parents taught me and gave me all my life. My parents love me whether I passed or failed, whether I was right or wrong. That is the love I will give to my husband. Whether he loses or gains weight or whether rich or poor. I will love him forever all the way to Heaven. I want to support my love in his dreams and goals in life and I want to share my dreams and goals with him. Letting him know everyday that I have faith in whatever he wanted to do. I can go on and on about love but I just wanted you to know that Love is the center focus of my life. Everything else is second. That is my religion! There is hope for the world and that hope lies in love. I want to know whether you will accept this religion?
    Does it sound like you?
    I finish my letter here.I wish you a great day ,and take care of you.Kisses and hugs

    Letter 3
    Hello honey
    You know what i think?I think is the time to know another love ,not only the love for life.You must to have your personnal life ,you must to have somebody near you who can love you ,respect and support you in what you do.I apreciate you very much ,you are a wonderfull man.I cant belive in our days still exist men like you. Will,today I woke up with some kind of happy feeling! As though I have wings and I can fly very, very high. I don't know why I have it, may be because you think about me or may be because your letters, like a sun beam, bring me happiness, warmth and part of your soul, making each day like a holiday! Thank you very much for all this dear.So, we are writing to each other, with every letter we are becoming closer .. right ? It is good when you know that somebody is thinking of you , that somebody cares about you and really , it does not matter how many miles are between us our letters , our thoughts and ideas , our feelings and dreams for future make us closer , much more closer than if we are leaving in the same street :- ) You know, I'm thinking about you, I'm trying to imagine what you are doing at your work, how you are smiling, how you talk, what eyes you have! And then I remember what a huge distance separates us, and I become sad & it is possible that we are not in so terrible situation. From the beginning we will know each other, our interests, dreams attitude to the life values. Even without seeing eyes of each other we build our relations on the confidence, sincerity, and on the most important aspects, which we feel without dependence on the distance, language barrier, and differences in culture, different economical level. Can you imagine, we are looking in each other the things, which we can't find in our compatriots? You are looking for a woman, which, as it seems to me, can create friendly family, which is able to create the special atmosphere of love and understanding. Am I right? I'm looking for a person, which will appreciate me for my clear soul, faithfulness, and my possibility to give tenderness; for sincerity - to give sincerity. You know, I wanted to tell you one more thing: I have told my brother and mother about my decision about finding someone through Internet, from other country, and mother told me that everything. what is good for me is good for her, as for my brother they wished me good luck and real love . I know that their wishes will be become true. My dear, I think that before anything to have a good relationship come to accept each other as we are, you have realized it. I think that is the question you should ask yourself first before getting involved. I took me much longer to realize the importance if it than to you. I think that you know there is no princese to come to your life, they are in fairy tails only. But, even real life can be like a fairy tail, I am not talking about the material things, I am talking about the feeling and harmony with two people.I like to talk things over if something comes up. If two people love each other they both feel bad, no matter which one hurt which one, right. I have learn one thing in my life, never be proud in relationship! Life is to short for fighting and feeling bad. I know your feeling waking up alone and going to sleep alone very well. I try not to think it too much, just makes me sad. I just believe that life will tring me what is meant to come to me, I try not to push my life to curtain direction.I finish my letter here.I hope you will have a great day.Many kisses and hugs


    Letter 4

    Happy to see your reply again, and happy to have chance to reply again. It's really becomes to be regular joy to receive your letters and read it. If someone could say me week before that I will correspond with such beautifull man like you I would never believe. This time I want to write to you with my own words what I think about LOVE.You see, the affection is the humblest love; the one that has no vanity. This feeling lives in the modest and intimate things: The soft sneakers, the worn-out clothes, the old pleasantries, the hammering of the tail of a dog sleeping on the flat of the kitchen. The best of the affection is that it can join to whom they are not " done one for other ", to persons who, if the destination had not placed them in the same family or community, would have been related ever. The affection expands the mind. Of all the classes of love, it is the only one that he teaches us to warn first, then to tolerating, later to smile, later to enjoy and finally, to appreciate the persons with whom for hazards of the destination we have to coexist.? And that are done for us?! Thanks to God, not! They are they same, more outsiders of what we had believed, and much more valuable than we were imagining. Also when the marriage matures, the tolerant one turns with the differences of the way of belonging to the spouse. If she is very sociable and he very sedentarily and home-loving, there is no problem if she goes out to amuse oneself with her friends and he remains in house seeing a good game of footbol. Everyone is glad that other is having a good time, and none of the two was guarding resentments. To this I am called him a generous love. The love becomes egoistic when she forces him to go out or he retains her in the house. This is not a real love; rather it is a control. It is necessary to have generous love to survive the good and bad of a lasting relation. It is necessary to have generous love one gives other the due attention and to learn one of other The subject of love has inspired poets, writers, those lucky in love as well as who have been passed over by Cupid, to comment. Wise, funny, bitter, profound, silly...it seems as if everyone has something quotable to say on the the subject. I think Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away. Love is friendship set on fire Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing
    Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down. I want to have a true love in my life ,to fell i can die for that love ,i want to find a man with who i can dedicate all my life and all my felings. I hope God will help me in this way. Do you believe in this sweet heart;?What do you think about this?.I will be anxious waiting for your LOVE letter. KISSES. Many kisses


    Letter 5
    Hello my dear
    I have just received your letter, and it delivers me a lot of pleasure. When I have got your letter I think that we have a lot of common. I take serious our relation. And just for you to be sure, I have a firm conviction that the most important thing between the man and woman is their complete trust. I hate when the people deceive each other. You know, I am the person who is able to make a compromise decision in critical situation. You probably think, that I am the most serious person, but it is not so, I do not want to be mistaken in a search of the future husband and man of sympathy. At this moment my feelings to YOU are more than friendly. Reading your letter I begin to understand that you are the man of honour. The words you wrote make warm my soul and heart. So it is wonderful that there is in this world a man whom I am not indifferent. It is very pleasant to me to understand that we have mutual understanding so you can see that it is one of the most important thing in our relation. If we want to create strong union, we should entrust and understand each other in everything, I feel perfect, concerning myself it can not worry with me, in the order. Well I do not speak about problems, which raise on our way. Write to me, as it is possible more frequently, I love to read your letters, they establish in me all pleasures in life. It makes me to believe that in me somewhere far there loves, the man, mood at once lifts. It would be desirable for me to live and to believe that we can be able to meet. I will wait for your answer today or tomorrow. I want to send you the kiss from the very deep from my heart. You are in my heart each minute. There is such feeling in me that I have received of the large energy within all day. You can write about everything, about work, for example. I would like to know concerning you everything, that in you the majority of a favorite dish, than you loves to be engaged in free from work time. Perfect I want to inform, that I have chosen in you soul superior others in love in, in mercy, in powerful desire to love and to bring happiness. And please be honour with me. You can see, that the deceit breaks many families. Today I will visit the church, and will ask God about us. Be healthy and in the good arrangement of spirit, and just for you to know that you are always in my heart. Are fidelity and tenderness necessary for you? I have chosen destiny and fidelity as the closest things to my character. Let's convince about it. Unsuccessfully speak, that the love is blind. It doesn't matter for true love how much lacks the other person has If you are sure that you find the right person who was made special for you. I imagine us sitting together in evening in a room. We discuss the things which we love; we can talk about the people things kind day. Kisses and huges. I am waiting for your reply

    Letter 6
    Hello
    I am very glad to receive a letter from you...I don't want to hide my desires - I want to see you in person very much, I just want to look in your eyes, hold your hands...My mother see me and she said me: "May be it is your destiny..." I want to think so and I want to be with you very much. We can write many beautiful letters to each other but if we want to know one another really closer we better meet in person, of course if we decide that we are very interested in each other and really wish to meet in person.From your words I can get a sense of what you meant, the way you are in your heart and soul. I feel you love the life, and this is a hint was hidden in your words . One of my friends has found her soul mate through the net and soon she is going to marry to her boyfriend from another part of the world. So I decided to give it a try too. I am very glad that it helped me to meet you, maybe we can find a lot of things in common and maybe, who knows, that happiness and joy for whole life we will enjoy together. Of course first of all we have to become good friends, and develop our friendship into deeper and stronger feeling (if we are fit together). I think that best friends will understand each other and support each other on hard days of their life. It is really important for both partners to be best friend in their relationship. Don't you think so? I do respect the honesty and open communication in the relationship. Mutual respect and understanding are really important in happy relationship. The most important for me in my partner is his kind and caring heart for me, his tender ! attention to me, his generous and giving personality, I dislike greedy or avid people, because myself I am not stingy or greedy at all. Other things are not really important for me, I am interested only what's inside his heart and soul. His personality or his character are only important for me in our relationship. And the last thing I do too much attention to is his attitude for me, what way he treat me and his respect for me. This is all I require from my partner. You know, I think that our life is dependent on us only, on our efforts we make to be happy, also the happiness is also dependent on us too. So let's try to be happy, maybe we are both that persons, which should be together forever and were meant to be together by the destiny. Who knows maybe we will find that endless love and deep romantic feelings together. I am very optimistic person, and of course I am full of energy to go on, and full of hopes and dreams to find my love for whole my life. Just let's try:).Sweety i am glad because you have an web cam ,but i dont have from where to find one.I tryed to enter on that site what you told me but i cant,i must to be member site. Many kisses


    Letter 7

    Hello my sweety Thank you very much because you made time for writing me . I think that destiny has brought us together, and I am so thankful for this. You truly have brought so much to my life ,sweetheart,and touched my heart so deep inside. I have been thinking about you so much. I dream about you all the time and your presence in my life brings me happiness and warmth in my heart.
    I miss you more and more day by day! Everyday is so beautiful to me! There is a warm feeling inside my heart! Your care about me gives me warmth and strength! Every day I re-read your letters and dream about you.
    I like you very much ,you are the man what i am looking so long time and i would love very much to meet younow this is my only wish to be near you every day..I feel, as though you are very special and have a lot of love to give. I think, also our persons are very similar strong, kind, understanding, the care forgiving, are handed and loyal. I trust you with my whole heart, and I give only to you a key! Everything, than I can become and together we will divide many happy days.In times pass, I was involved in relations which have brought a lot of pain. It - one reason, I use dating agency to meet whom - that special from far. I do not want true love is similar never before ,and i fell you will make me happy. Sincere for me it will be better if we will meet in your country,i want to escape from this country,here i dont have no future ,and i was thinking if i came in your country probably i will find something for work,a job and i will can remain there forever near you.But now the big problem is that i cant afforded to came in your country,this trip cost me a lot and for the moment i cant pay it. So we have 2 possibility,you came here in my country to meet me and after we go toghether in your country or you help me to came to you.I thinkthe second ideea is more good for bouth ,because if you will came here,firstyou will spend much money for the trip and second you will spend money here for the hotel.But if i am coming to you is easyer,we can stay togheter and in this way we will see if we are made one for other. Please tell me what do you think about all this.From my part i am sure you are the man what i am looking for and i wnat very very mcuh to meet you.I know if you will meet me you will not regret i will do everithing to make you happy,because you change my life,you make me smile again and for all this i must to thank you.Yesterday I have a sexual dream about you . I saw you and me, we walk on street then we come to home and speak a lot. Then I told you that I love you and we have appeared in a sleeping room, we kiss each other and I heard your pleasant voice and you say that you love me too. I heard the beat of your heart, our bodies were together. It was a great evening. I kissed your neck, your lips your body and you do it too with me. It was so beautiful, but then I waked up and understand that it was a great dream, I was warm and breathed often. I want that it will be real and soon! I LOVE YOU!!! I love you all my heart and my heart says that I love you . Many kisses


    Letter 8

    Hello my love
    I just received your letter now.Sweety i told you what i did today,i was at ambasy.I gived you all the information about the visa.Thank you my love for all your trust,i cant belive i meet a man like you.I want you in my life ,i want you near me.I find you ,i fell i find the perfect person for me. I am very glad and I shall think of you. For my life I look for a person, who can become for me a husband, friend, lover and protector. I need in man, who will fill emptiness in my soul, and I will fill emptiness in his soul. I want him to support me in a difficult minute and I can support him. To tell the truth, a person needs few things to become happy. It takes much more time to find an appropriate man. Likely the main thing that does not suffice me now is love. Without love of persons it may not be happy. But when near there is a close person whom you love, life becomes fine irrespective of where you live and that you have. I try to be afflicted never. But the loneliness frequently forces to sadly. I tried to find love and happiness here, but I have tested man's roughness and disrespect. It has wounded me. I want to find the partner in life, together to enjoy life and to go in the future. I want to find the man, with whom we shall create the world of love, kindness and honesty. In the guy I want to see honesty and kindness. This main thing because the lie and a rage spoil any relations. I like cheerful people. I do not love men who do not have self-respect. I want to find the guy who in reply to my love will present me his love. The heart of the man is most important. I want to be honest and frank with you, that's why I ask you not to deceive me. There is a proverb in here :Bitter truth is better than sweet lie. I am sure that you are an honest man and you can't lie. Am I right? I had a dreams about you .I really want to know you, speak with you, take your hand and see your eyes. Maybe it's very frankly now but it's true and I don't want to hide it. I always say the true and don't like when the people are lie. I hate it. I like to dream very much. I do not know well if it is good or bad. But I am a dreamer. Since the childhood I have dreamt very much. I remember my teacher in the kindergarten told us: "Forget about your dreams!" She said that dreams do not bring happiness. She said that dreams bring only a pain and disappointment. May be she was right. In fact dreams don't always come true. It happens that you put all forces and all aspiration to achieve the purposes. But often it is not enough. Not all in this life depends on us. There is still a Destiny! Its strong and invisible hands easily reshuffle lives and hearts of people. And then the dream stops to be desirable star, when it doesn't come true for a long time. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live not having the dreams and hopes. When you have a dream, the life is filled with sense. When there is a dream, the life becomes more interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, choose and to make the decision. And each small victory, each defeated obstacle in a way to your dream, each next step to your dream brings you great pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired by the fact which waits for you in the end. You remember the pleasure of victories and defeated aims better than pain of losses and disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, though my dreams come true very seldom. I am surprised, that I am writing you all this. I have never had the person with whom I could share the ideas. But now I have found you, and I am very glad. You are a part of my life now. And I appreciate it very much. you became very important for me. And being frank, I am afraid to lose you. Do not cease to write to me. Write to me every day. Even if I cannot answer every day. Your letters betray to me of forces and my day is filled with pleasure.

    Letter 9

    Sweety the visa is for 90 days and after this i must turn back in my country,butif we will marry or if i will have a job there ,or if you go with me at your ambasy to sign some papers and to guarantee for me i can remain in your country.I will be happy near you ,i am sure of this.

    Letter 10

    My love I have waited a long time to find someone who takes my breath away, who leaves butterflies in my stomach always, and who I cannot take my mind off through out my day. You have done this to me and I thank god every night for bringing you into my life. I am making this promise to you I will never break your heart and I will not hurt you I want to make you happy for the rest of my life.
    I want to be the shoulder you always cry on and the ear you talk to when you have something on your mind. I love you honey and I will make sure you know this and hear this from me everyday.Please write me soon.I know that I'm not perfect but I know that I don't want to give you up. I have waited too long to hold you in my arms. I know that we belong together. I love you a lot and I know that you know that.I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me and let yourself believe in me again and in my love for you. I know I don't make things easy for you. I feel like you don't want to be near me, you don't want to touch me after what I've done towards you. I love you so damn much. It hurts me so much to sit here thinking about you and knowing that I will not be able to see you never.A million times I love you and a million times I'm sorry. I know I have been very stupid because of what i wroute to you. And I know I am not perfect. I also know that I love you.I hope that you can forgive me and accept me as I am. I love you always and forever and I'm really sorry.What do you think ,i am not for real and i want to steal your money? No my love i really love you ,but i see now you dont belive me.Came here and meet me if you dont belive me.Is not a trick my love ,is not a trick ,i want to be with you ,to have a family with you.I thought I will never love again, I was sure of that,I thought that God want's that I have a lonly life,that all my nights will be could and full with lonliness.I did't had any more hope to see how is it feel to sleep in someone arms,to see how is it when someone is telling me I love you,I was lost into a big and bad world,were people are stealing,killing each other,abandon their children.I thought that in this world i will never be happy again,I will never smile again,until one day.I was going on-line starting to mail with someone.Slowly I was starting to think about this someone and it does't took much and I was starting to think about this person a lot and I don't know how someday my hope was back.My hope that I can be happy to like I see it on tv in the movies,happy like I was reading in the storys when I was a little child.Suddnly the world it did't seemed so bad anymore,I had the fealing I was born again,and actualy I was,my heart was born again.All the bad thing in me,all the pain that I felt before was gone,all the scars on my heart and on my soul was gone.I felt pure again and I was begening to wonder what is happening.What happent is that I was in love again.I was in love,I was in love with the most wondrefull man in the world.He made lose my head with his beautyful words,he won my heart with his kindness he made me feel I am the most important person in the world for him,he gave a meaning to my life.Thanks to him I was able to dream again,I was again happy,he made me dream that I will have a family and I will have children,that I will be with him happy ever after but I bacame scared,scared not to lose him,he was the world to me,he was evrything to me,my dreams,my hopes,my happines and my heart.I was so in love I couldn't tell my love in words,I was afraid I am not making him to realise how much I love him,my fealing were to strong to exprim them in words so I searched on the web letters...letters that they could helping me to te be romantic in a time when I had a lot of work and I was tired and I did't had time to write.My fealings were exactly like the words in the letters,so I wanted to show you my fealing,the way I feel for you.I am so sorry my love for what I did,i was so stupid,I was afraid not to lose you if I am not romantic and i was so tired and for me is not easy to show you my fealings in english,is not my mother language,I wanted you to see exactly how i feel and I was afraid that my vocabulary is not enough to show it to you how much I love you.please forgive me...please.. I am so sorry,please forgive me my love.you are everything to me,I dont't want to lose you,without you i can't live anymore,I will die inside me,the world will be again bad and cold.I love you so much,please forgive me...it's all what I am asking for.I promise I will do everything to make you happy,I will be faithfull to you,I will do anything for you please my love...forgive me.i did a terrible thing,but what was in the letters was what i really felt.Please dont't leave you have my heart,please don't throw it away,it hurts to much,I can't handlle the pain,I was never so in love like I am now.I went to find a scanner,so i was scanning the receipt from the visa,they gave me a receipt when I payded so I scanned to see that I was not lieing you and i really payed the visa,I hope you can see it and understant the recipt because the resolution was not great.Please trust me and please don't throw my heart away.You are the angel in my life who is making me happy,please don't end this,all my dreams and my happynes are adicted to you.please forgive me!!!